Samantha Turns 19!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMANTHA!
AND I LOVE YOU!
FROM YOURS TRULY BACK HOME

and i hope your expression to turn out like this :D

Unoriginal

ORIGINALITY GONE BAD...

top: anya hindmarch's $55 "I'm Not A Plastic Bag" Tote
bottom: Lays going kumpung?

looking fake from a plastic surgery is already quite some big deal. thus so, manufacturers decided to let more daily products go under the knife as well. and i mean, to the extreme. for instance, i saw this "anya hindmarch print tote" in this one day pushcart in Ang Mo Kio Hub last Saturday in a range of colours and its only SGD2! wtf?

and LAYS looks obviously too bloody fake to be LAYS. oh, its seaweed flavour anyway. so, go figure

Measurements

"why is everything in life measured?
education, work, money, sex, things...
thats why life is always short.
because measurements are done;
and obviously, it's proven."

- Yeong

The Ground

things i saw on the ground a week ago.

now you know why they tell you to look up or straight or to the bright side?

see what i mean?

Paranoia

not a good feel afterall.

i swear my guts are running all over. kneading and twitching like a cement mixer. this fear i never expected to return resurrected earlier this evening when i was watching Hulk running in high speed on television. gigantic things moving in the speed of light. (when Hulk was escaping from the clutches of the Armed Forces) somehow my mind just froze and my pulse gradually increases, adrenaline pumping and i thought my head spun a bit.

and i got so paranoid i clung onto my sister and she was wondering whats the big idea. dad said im falling ill and i thought so too. seriously, the whole incident was overwhelming and i can still picture huge things moving in the speed of light. scary shit :(

boooooooooo

Teardrops On My Guitar

Teardrops On My Guitar
by Taylor Swift

Drew looks at me I fake a smile so he won't see. What I want and I'm needing everything that we should be. I bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about and she's got everything that I have to live without. Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny. And I can't even see, anyone when he's with me. He's says he's so in love. He's finally got it right. I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night.

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar, the only thing that keeps me wishing on my wishing star. He's the song in the car I keep singing don't know why I do.

Drew walks by me. Can he tell that I can't breathe? And there he goes, so perfectly, the kind of flawless I wish I could be. She better hold him tight. Give him all her love. Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar, the only thing that keeps me wishing on my wishing star. He's the song in the car I keep singing don't know why I do.

So I drive home alone. As I turn out the light, I'll put his picture down and maybe get some sleep tonight.

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar. The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart. He's the song in the car I keep singing don't know why I do. He's the time taking up but there's never enough. And he's all that I need to fall into.

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

im feeling so lovestoned *lovestoned by Justin Timberlake starts playing by the back* these days. try picturing me playing or repeating those emotional (happy or sad) lovey dovey songs on my itunes. crazy kinda feeling.

something's troubling me. *shrugs* but i dont know what it is

hence i think i have to double the dose.

How Did I Fall In Love With You

How Did I Fall in Love with You
by Backstreet Boys

Remember when,
we never needed each other
The best of friends like sister and brother
We understood,
we'd never be,
Alone

Those days are gone,
and I want you so much
The night is long and I need your touch
Don't know what to say
I never meant to feel this way
Don't want to be
Alone tonight

[chorus:]
What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

I hear your voice
And I start to tremble
Brings back the child that, I resemble
I cannot pretend, that we can still be friends
Don't want to be,
Alone tonight

[chorus:]
What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

[Bridge:]
Oh I want to say this right
And it has to be tonight
Just need you to know, oh yeah
I don't want to live this life
I don't want to say goodbye
With you I wanna spend
The rest of my life

[chorus:]
What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
Everything's changed, we never knew
How did I fall,in love ,with you?

i dont know why but i get so emotionally attached whenever i hear this song. whatever that is, its one of the best songs ever! :)

Untitled

Untitled - YEONG copyrighted 2007

what is there to start when it's already broken?
what's left for me and you, are just pieces of debris
and soon enough, it'll be empty (empty...)
like the capacity the human heart is able to carry
not one, not two, nor three
but the unconditional love people are giving me

when you came in
it was sweet and lovely dovey
then love turns its back on us and it became shaky
i held strong but you went weak and wobbly
weeped and told me that you're sorry

sorry? about what wrong you did to thee?
that you're unable to see?
that your love's for me, not she?
you shut your ears and other 4 senses
ran for your life, dodged for defences
left me stranded without knowing what happened

now you're back asking for forgiveness
and making me go through all these madness?
again, again as the carousel goes
round and round, drugs overdosed

wham! im not as weak as again
shut my eyes and 4 senses
walk away from you, with strength for defences
you're a has been
not any he, she, it,
and hello it's me,
yeong yours truly.

Salad Dressin'

im amused by how some people dress up.

either way too fugly or way too extreme. i have to admit my dress sense sucks sometimes but i know i dont have much of a choice. but then again..

well back to what i was trying to point out.

some people cant dress for nuts. and i have to emphasize that because i think its a pity when they might have the best figure or the style and yet dress up looking like a total moron. and when i mean dress up, i mean fitting into clothes and gears. not make-up.

life for example this girl i saw in the train earlier this evening. i swear she has the rosiest cheeks and a very fine figure. guess how she was dressed?

i swear, her 'suit' was so glaring, i thought i saw stars
*please, throw fuji apples at me (private joke)*

she was good looking but seriously her PJs really made me wanna barf and laugh really badly. can totally impersonate mr.tan's hysterical laughter i tell you. i thought she looked like E.T from outerspace! and poor young lady was speaking so loudly, everyone practically stared at her and she wasn't even aware! even i who was reading knew what was happening.

if you have a figure, flaunt it. no figure, also flaunt it. hot or not? still, flaunt it. its not as though you're going to lose anything. you gain, so why bother?

suggestions? i think what a girl needs basics like:

1. basic tee
2. fitting COMFY jeans
3. pointy toe heels
4. scarf
5. a shoulder bag

so, its that easy! start dressing up well! :)