2/16/07

Impossible!

sounds impossible, but im going to clean and pack my room and the whole house just for chinese nea year. dont you dare to laugh.

2/15/07

To A Friend

to a friend :

i dont judge, just to let you know. sometimes we just do it without even knowing why; just say, we human are born with emotions, and we are very sensitive. whatever happens happen for a reason, whatever we dont like to be happening or whatever that happens, it just does. nothing is easy; nobody said it is, so you have to move your butt and do something about it.

we tend to whine and whine even more, but what did we even do? NOTHING. and we just continue whining. life is a far cry from being perfect unless you are a perfectionist. backstabs happen daily, not to mention betrayal. i understand how amd what you are undergoing; your friends and family (when they are actually your source to live on) but so what if you dont have a family or friends? end your life? then i dont see why your parents have to work so hard to bring you up. some issues are inevitable, but most of it; you can make a difference, you can change. forgive and forget. accept and adapt. try your bestest! to each of his own.

if you still doubt trust, you still have yourself. you have the rights, the priorties, the power. being emotionally wounded just weakens and dampens your positivity. so dont. make believe, believe. do things you love.
just to let you know : im here as a friend.

2/14/07

Here (In Your Arms)

X Hellogoodbye - Here (In Your Arms)

I like where we are, when we drive in your car.
I like where we are, here.

Cause our lips can touch.
And our cheeks can brush.
Oh, our lips can touch, here.

You are the one, the one, who lies close to me.
Whispers "Hello, I miss you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love, with you suddenly.
Now, there's no place else that I could be but here in your arms.

Cause I like where you sleep, when you sleep next to me.
Oh, I like where you sleep, here.

You are the one, the one, who lies close to me.
Whispers "Hello, I miss you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love, with you suddenly.
Now, there's no place else that I could be but here in your arms.


not into valentine's day. but anyway, have a great one.

2/8/07

An Opportunity

X Damien Rice - The Blower's Daughter

im suffering insomnia. in fact, im forcing myself to suffer from insomnia; just to be able to complete my coursework art pieces[all 10 of it] so that i am able to present them to a panel of 4 judges from NYP.

NYP? yes i was called up two days ago while having dinner/supper at Fish and Co. until this fella rung me up[at 9 nearing 10pm]. firstly, i was ridiculed because which school actually calls you up at 10pm at night telling you to sit in for a DAE[Design Admission Exercise] interview two days later?

so anyway, the whole day on the 7th, i cooped myself in the room to complete 10 pieces of art pieces, hoping to be able to impress the judges. everything feels so impromptu. and i don't really enjoy seeing myself[especially doing art] at the 11th hour. its just very unprofessional of me.

im very drained, my eyes were building up eyebags and my back hurts to the core. its just half and hour to the interview [1.50pm, 8th February, Thursday]and im still rushing my art pieces. urgh! i want and hope to be the most impressionable one, so i created this 'American Idol' parody. with a 'number tag' that says 'I have the SUBSTANCE' and another at my back saying 'I AM that SUBSTANCE'. ha, we'll see what they'd say.

apparently, i flew down to NYP in a cab[sorry ave for not waiting] and was late by a few minutes. my heart skipped a beat as i saw the interviewing room. it seems like there are exactly 4 judges like what is stated in my e-letter surrounding the interviewee. okay, not a good sign.

i went around finding the waiting room and i realised that the waiting room is just parallel to the interviewing room. gee what a dumbass! and so i went in which created some kinda attention. because i was the loudest dresser and the loudest too. haha

made a few friends and seriously, their portfolio is so professional and shocking that i was so ashamed to actually show them mine. their pieces were fabulous and flawless. i felt like an idiot now.

and now i wil always understand why the waiting room is called a waiting room. because i waited for exaclty almost an hour or so until its my turn. ...

i entered the interviewing room with confidence and did my best in answering my questions, hoping that i would have impressed the judging panel and to be selected into Visual Communication. hopefully. however, if i am not selected, i will not be depressed whatsoever, because deep down inside i knew that i had done my best to impress. and ive made two friends that day! ive got nothing to lose.

the most rewarding thing ive got for the day : night photography with yani!

it was really fun snapping weird shots at arab street, i tell you. the photos are still over at yani's. will ask her to send me the entire file over so i'll just have to post it another day. well meanwhile now its time for bed. super duper exhausted.
signing off!

2/6/07

Dear Yeong,

NYP School of Design Direct Admission Exercise InterviewRef:
C83 Diploma in Industrial Design
C63 Diploma in Visual Communication
C64 Diploma in Space & Interior Design

We are conducting our annual Direct Admission Exercise on 8th February 2007 from 9am to 5pm. You have been shortlisted for our annual DAE interview. Please report halfan hour earlier than the stated time to register your attendance in theholding room at M624.

At the allocated time, you will be called for theinterview at room M626.

Date: Thursday, 8th February 2007
Interview time: 14:20 hrs


Please report half an hour earlier than the scheduled time for a sketch test.

Dress code: Smart Casual
Place: Nanyang Polytechnic
School of Design (Block M, Level 6)
180 Ang Mo Kio Avenue 8
Singapore 569830

Please bring along the following:
  • Full documentation of your design work compiled in a portfolio. Don't put in all your work (if some are bad), instead, put in your BEST works (at least 10 pieces).
  • Official documents and orginal result slips. [Partial results to justify your GPA scores are acceptable.]
  • Submit your forms for DAE with other required documentation.
  • A printed copy of the statement of personal reference (see attached).

Please note that we are unable to change the allocated interview times correspond to your email enquiries. Do put in your best effort and all thebest for your DAE interview!

Regards,
Garry Tan

omg? tell me, HOW?

heart beating fast fuck

2/3/07

Are Yul Ready?

X Destiny's Child - Survivor


the survivors


very cool, yul.


got the survivor in you? just caught survivor cook islands last night; it was really intensifying. oh, love yul kwon and kudos for him in getting the 1 million [USD]!

the way he speaks, the way he looks and even better, the way he played the game was just simply flawless. known as the 'puppet master' and 'The Godfather', he played politically right, and is a very wise and a very understanding man. at this point, i wished part of him would have at least to be found in my upcoming bf. which then again, come to a point that i will not be getting anyone any sooner.

anyway! this season's survivor was great. the whole crew, the contestants, the friendship, the outplay and the challenges...everything! those kept me sitting on the edge of my couch and waiting to be surprised anytime anyhow.

what really touched me is the friendship that was formed in this season's survivor. im very amazed that within 39days stranded out of nowhere, you get to make a best friend. how cool is that how many times can that even happen in your entire life? not much, i'd say.


1 million dollars : is it worth 39days of friendship?

2/2/07

Dovey



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i am really impressed with the advertisements and awareness that Dove has created to build up the self-esteem of the girls and women everywhere. it left an impact on me and i'll always remember this :

"..so dont be afraid, to let them show cos you're beautiful, like a rainbow."

what matters is who you truly are, and not how you look. seek the true colours in you. please visit http://www.campaignforrealbeauty.com.sg/ for more information.

a few replies:

ivysng; thank you sweets! (:
dan; i love you too dan.
sam; no worries everything is stable now.
lishannx; thank you sweets once again!
huiming; *big hug* thanks for always visiting my blog as regularly as you can. (:
jacynda; *HUGS*
yani; i cant make it on a monday though. i'll be free on thursday, hows that?
shanwn; hi sweetheart. whats up? btw im not a fan of flashbox.

2/1/07

Zoo!

X Damien Rice - The Blower's Daughter

so, guess where did i go?


haha, damn right its pretty obvious! :D


im welcomed by this beautiful thing!


[from left to right: me, shujun & alicia] super excited.



apparently, most animals are shy. maybe not for the otter though.


catfish turns around: *stoned*


happy sleazin'


australian outback!






[click ALL PICTURES to ENLARGE]


spot the difference?


this explains the horniness and that explains the beastiality.

at the aviary...



my friend daniel would be so trilled to see this. birdtalk!

at the children's world...

i swear the cows didnt bathe for as long as they live.


pigs are sure fuglysmelly.


snow white, the donkey.

the weather is so cool, my friend decided to take a nap...


back to the pictures, coming up next:


the fucking bugs.


oh you cannot find me just yet!

dont try me.

in the fragile forest...



the sloth is slow in everything; it takes forever.


i poked the parrot. its fluffy.


i pulled and felt the tail of this monkey. feels good!

take a look at these tropical flowers!


and scaly encounters!


i swear this thing is effing huge.



this snake camwhores!

and more animals...




i swear i would have killed for a butt like this.


getting tired...

OMG! monkey with a nose shaped of a penis!

ah..fuck it.

sleep first, talk later.