Tick-a-Tock

every single tick from the seconds hand on the clock, there might be death, life, love, hate going on all at the same time. i saw love and death yesterday and i actually saw hate and life today. its funny because i never thought i could actually see so much going within two days!

someone in my neighbourhood was having a wedding party bash hosted at the void decks. it was such a frenzy, the party was hosted for 3 effing days! on that same day, someone from my neighbourhood (again?!) had passed away.

today i witness new life emerging from the core of the body. it was the most beautiful thing that happened today. my colleague, Mala has just given birth to a healthy baby girl! (you did well, babe)

and i really dislike one of my colleague who is nosey bitchy naggy mommy and stop pinching on my food! *cups my ears*

okay nuff' said shall we do some Simpsons? :)

Yours, Mine, His

its funny i was actually thinking of somebody (i dont know who) but the feeling is there. all i know i was listening to this song and POP! this person came into my mind. but i just dont know who. weird. and if there's this day i get the chance to walk on the aisle, i would want this song to be played. lol random anyway this is a great song. here are the lyrics. do enjoy guess im off to bed or else im unable to wake up. :F




Jason Mraz - I'm Yours

Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that i melted
I fell right through the cracks, and i'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out i'll be givin it my bestest
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love
listen to the music at the moment maybe sing with me
Ah, la peaceful melody
It's your god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved Loved

So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate, i'm yours

I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm a sayin'is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, i'm sure
(there's no need to complicate
our time is short
it cannot wait, i'm yours 2x

no please don't complicate, our time is short
this is our fate, im yours.
no please don't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, the sky is yours!)

well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la one big family
it's your god forsaken right to be loved, loved, loved, loved
open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la happy family
it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la peaceful melodies
it's you god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved...

Chitty Pretty Bang

What's it saying?
It's saying Chitty chitty, chitty chitty, chitty chitty, chitty chitty,
chitty chitty,
(Bang - Bang)
Bang Bang!
chitty chitty
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang.
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang.
Chitty Bang Bang Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Bang Bang Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Bang Bang Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Oh you pretty Chitty Bang Bang,
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
We love you.
And, in
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
What we'll do.
Near, far, in our motor car Oh what a happy time we'll spend.
Bang Bang Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Our fine four fendered friend.
Bang Bang Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Our fine four fendered friend.
Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Oh you pretty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
We love you.
And, in
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
What we'll do.
Near, far, in our motor car
Oh what a happy time we'll spend.
Bang Bang Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Our fine four fendered friend.
Bang Bang Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Our fine four fendered friend.
Your sleek as a thoroughbred.
Your seats are a feather bed.
You'll turn everybody's head today.
We'll glide on our motor trip
With pride in our ownership
The envy of all we survey.
Oh Chitty You Chitty
Pretty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
We love you.
And Chitty, in Chitty
Pretty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang what we'll do.
Near Chitty, far Chitty, in our motor car Oh what a happy time we'll spend.
Bang Bang Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Our fine four fendered friend.
Bang Bang Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Our fine four fendered friend.....(hold)
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Fine four fendered Chitty Chitty friend.

such an old school song you just wanna do it one more time!

What's it saying?
It's saying Chitty chitty, chitty chitty, chitty chitty, chitty chitty,
chitty chitty,
(Bang - Bang)
Bang Bang!
chitty chitty
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang.
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang.
Chitty Bang Bang Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Bang Bang Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Bang Bang Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Oh you pretty Chitty Bang Bang,
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
We love you.
And, in
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
What we'll do.
Near, far, in our motor car Oh what a happy time we'll spend.
Bang Bang Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Our fine four fendered friend.
Bang Bang Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Our fine four fendered friend.
Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Oh you pretty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
We love you.
And, in
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
What we'll do.
Near, far, in our motor car
Oh what a happy time we'll spend.
Bang Bang Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Our fine four fendered friend.
Bang Bang Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Our fine four fendered friend.
Your sleek as a thoroughbred.
Your seats are a feather bed.
You'll turn everybody's head today.
We'll glide on our motor trip
With pride in our ownership
The envy of all we survey.
Oh Chitty You Chitty
Pretty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
We love you.
And Chitty, in Chitty
Pretty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang what we'll do.
Near Chitty, far Chitty, in our motor car Oh what a happy time we'll spend.
Bang Bang Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Our fine four fendered friend.
Bang Bang Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Our fine four fendered friend.....(hold)
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Fine four fendered Chitty Chitty friend.

i love and enjoy watching musicals. from broadway to the movies, i love it all. its funny how can one actually thought of such entertainment and whoever that was...i love you! the playwrite, the lyrics, the emotions that are driven into the play and the execution is spectacular. no pain, no gain right? ;)

for your information, another old school flash news to all : SPICE GIRLS ARE COMING BACK! yes you didnt hear me wrong, they will be back soon (Decemeber) that's what i've heard for a get-together. a tour inclusive i guess? :)

Dear, Mr. Crap Driver

yesterday was such a shock. i took the cab to work -- yes im late for work again but i managed to reach office on time. and so i was in the cab resting when i knew i was reaching my work place, i opened my eyes slightly and was surprised to see the driver was...

(dirty minded people he isnt wanking or watching porn from his handphone....) that joker is actually falling asleep! besides he is wearing shades -- like super, big and uncool ones to do the covering up? and you must be wondering : what proof do you have upon him falling asleep? well, for what i know...all sleepy people tend to nod their heads errectically in a 'very-obviously-you're-falling-asleep' manner and surprisingly, he could still drive..speeding. gee

ugh and Maia Lee pisses me off with what she said in one of the talk shows that is showing on Channel 8. its called Shoot 3, i think. but anyways the talk show is talking about Single Motherhood and invited guests were uh huh without a doubt Maia Lee; the well-known i-can-shake-my-booty-boobies-oops single mother of a 5-yr-old. nothing but contradiction, she added that "I don't mind having another kid from another man" right. and therefore bringing another misery to the world? she instantly freaked me out by telling national television that "My ambition is to be a single mother since i was 12" like, what the fuck, seriously. which 12 year-old has such ambition when they were of that age in the past? thats crazy, bitch.

NEW is...

well i think its pretty crazy for a person who dozes off at work almost everyday to be posting an entry at such an atrocious timing. doesnt matter, for as long its for the love of blogging, it doesnt kill a single bit, just yet.

okay whats new?

im beginning to read hollywood gossips (i know... like, finally) and i get so amused by the really stupid things celebrities choose to do most of the time. is it really for the fame? or to show the world how stupid you can get? digression, bitch!

NEW is when you go all crazy and random for no apparent reason. and thats what im doing right now. its fun and odd at the same time but then again doesnt bothers me a single bit. its like, i wanna pursue that freedom that i seek for and doing things that i wanna do...not giving a ding-dong to what people say...even when they go Ew... or WTF! or even carry a look of digust on their faces. just wanna tell you that, IM SO BITCHY I DONT EVEN CARE LIKE, WHATEVER *prances around*

to all the crazy junkies of the Campus Superstar Contest, to those who really like this guy called Xu Bin or Ban however his name is spelt...yea that 'pretty faced' boy (yuck!) is actually dating Celeste Chen. i think she is one of the youngest AA girls ive seen who can show me what it means of a decent crump but i dont think she's hot. another you-tube discovery ive made was bollywood is comparable to hollywood. in what ways? hope the video im posting does a little justice

does this video rings a bell?
and CHIJ did a parody of the version too

its funny to watch all the self made videos by singaporeans. its either too annoying or really annoying...like people filming nose-digging ladies, bus drivers and his passengers, blog fights...yada blah woohaa but with exception of some, of course. and the comments ( i take comments seriously) especially when the comments are made by people from other spaces. its somehow trying to hide your face but the the face is too huge for your hands to even try help hiding. you know what i mean.

i realised that everybody's changing *starts singing Keane's* guys these days who have not reached puberty are relevantly short. the young ladies are usually tall. the bengs & lians era is back again. when i mean oldschool i dont mean by THAT. kids thinking finding a job would be easy even if they dont study. girls carry LV. everyone is doing the skinnys. the i-cant-live-without-you relationships. guys turning into gays vice versa. people going emo-screamo-i-cut-my-wrist-bleed-and-die and the horny people are constantly increasing. [NOTE: my perspective of people nowadays] i wish time would just turn back, for fuck's sake.

this is getting a little tight..

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im gon' sleep. adieu

Transformers Alive!

behold!

there's so much to say -- so much that i dont know what to begin with. guess i shall do it in a neat way so that people wouldnt complain its too messy.

so i went watching Transformers that wednesday with ave and tan at the cathay. the show was superb ( i thought its gonna suck because ive never learn to appreciate the cartoon version of Transoformers when i was a kid) graphics were hot, the cast are hot *looks at Josh Duhamel, machines are even hotter! its one heck of a hilarious movie and i guess the best part of the movie was this tagline 'no sacrifice, no victory' and i thought, wow Optimus Prime...thats hot.

anyway, i had a blast. and i miss ave and mr. tan everyday. and im afraid it'll turn into some kinda disease some sort.

something for you love:

Transformers Wallpaper #1

Transformers Wallpaper #2

recently, i realised that i love people whose face got this 'im-a-junkie' look. junkie as in drug addict, for your info. they possessed this true blue 'i-dont-give-a-shit-and-yet-i look good' attitude that im deeply attracted to.

marc anthony looks convincing

and also, i have a thing for fag-gots (a petname i gave for people who smokes) for how they position their ciggs with their fingers. it intrigues me badly.

this (directly above) is my favourite.

obviously, this guy doesnt really wanna live.

lol okay that was really random. :)

Mala & The Theremin

i am happy today because i accompanied my 8 close to 9 months pregnant collegue Mala to pearl centre to check out the cool shit they sell. and they do have the cool cheap shit deal thing but that doesnt really interest me. what made me felt so happy, is that im able to eat yummy bak kwa ever since chinese new year.

the thing is, i came home tore open the pack and guess what?

i pinched a bit of bak kwa into my mouth. it tasted more like BBQ char siew. ugh pisses me off badly. looks good, tastes bad.

doesnt bothers me anymore. now there is this cool thing that i want to share with all of you. and its one the coolest..i mean COOLEST, RAD, piece of shit ive ever seen and it does wonders. ready for it?

in 3...2...1

The Theremin

and now a video to justify the cool factor. sit back and enjoy a song composed by the wonderful Theremin and the usual instruments bya cover of Gnarls Barkely's, Crazy.

hot stuff, huh. just want to share my joy for discovering such cool gadget. and guess its time for slumber. love ;)

transformers!Tramsformers! TRANSFORMERS!

Insomnia

i swear my eyes were falling out at work today and its not even funny anymore. (looks at my clique) i think im suffering insomnia; i can roll on my bed for several hours and not sleep. that then again, is not funny at all.

there are so many things i'd wish to do now. maybe find some love and dump him the next day..or anticipate for grey's anatomy season 3 which obviously has ended a long time ago. wondering what the censorship board had done to grey's this time. i wanna sleep the whole entire day and not being awkaken by anyone that'd be lovely too.

i feel good on fridays because it always remind me of a good satisfying long weekend. and how can i forget im actually catching the good ol' Transformers this wednesday with ave & mr tan. its a pity samme isnt with us. cos we all know it'd be a blast!

its 1130pm and i dont like looking at it because it'll remind me of work tomorrow. well, damned anyway, just wanna ask samme about school. its first day and i guess it aint that bad afterall? :) the best in UWA, love.

OMYGAWD CAPTAIN PLANET!!!

trashyfakesmile@blogspot

and so, im back-a-blogging. everyone says im not really actually blogging. but see, im right here trying to blog something. dont you all think my new template just rocks your socks? i know that because its a blogger.com original. they can never be wrong with their designs. heh

initially, i wanted to use trashyfakesmile in wordpress.com. however, i just dont know why the moment im logged in, i would have that writer's block (and i mean, ALL THE TIME) maybe its just hinting me that the good ol' blogger.com still works as great for me. and hell yes its true.

so, how's everyone? doing fine?

close ones would have known im working in SGH's business office. and at this point, to those who are still wondering what the heck's SGH its Singapore General Hospital. and yes, working is so much worse than doing household chores. its like being fucked so many times you get so numb and wobbly, you just want to quit. and thats how im feeling now.

i feel time is tick-a-tocking and duh, doesnt stop. but somehow rather, i'd like to wish for time to slow down a little (not at work, though) but the overall process of growing up. as a matter of fact, i dont want to grow up just yet. too bad time isn't grandfather who'll love you so much he'll give he world to you.

people are going on with life. they know what they want. have a goal in life. a somebody to like. develop a passion in something...all of a sudden i realised im the only living soul in my years not knowing what i want or like in life. what or who im living for (please do not give me that crap shit telling me that 'oh, yeong we live for ourselves' cos thats quite a fucken DUH answer)

we all know im getting older as the tick-a-tock clock says so. and ever since ive gotten my examination results (i didnt make it into a poly!) im just basically rotting like old cheese in a rat hole. and you know what? the rat hole is what i'd call, society.

sounds awfully pathetic. but guess what folks! this is life in singapore. you work to eat, you eat to live. and now im that rotten cheese in that corner of the rat hole, sitting still not knowing what will happen. i wished i have legs so i can run around to find something that i want in order to survive the society and not to be swallowed up ending up like, thats the end of the story of the rotten cheese!

i do not want that. c'mon i mean, who does?!

and so, i have made a decision after some talk with my BBs. if, my application for poly is unsuccessful yet again, i might just turn to MDIS Mass Communications. i want to move on life everyone else here. i have yet to experience true blue school life like everyone did. and i want it so badly..you know it. please be happy for me, folks. and i know you'll. (:

there's no such thing as a happy ending, but a new beginning.

Back For Good

I AM BACK! *grins from ear to ear*