12/31/06
I Want 2007 To Be A...
it is an astonishment that i have made it till now. because i know of some people who didnt. these 18 years have been sun rising from the west to the east, colourful-rainbow-like, water rushing down the gutters, tsunasarschickenwar, if you know what i mean.
18 years of breathing in dirt and the almost-fresh air in this most-of-the-time-sunny(maybe not) island. witnessing the most incredulous things happening around the world and the omgwtfbbq politics going on around in singapore; quite a blast, i must say.
out of 18 years, i spent 4 years figuring out my ABCs and123s, 6 years to figure out what education is, and another 4 years to finally realise that education in singapore actually ruined me. the other 2 years are actually for me to reflect what ive said in the previous sentence. in most situations, good things come naturally if you 1. are born rich or a genius 2. work your ass off unless you are suey. then ha, sorry it aint my problem so please stop staring at this sentence this way.
i ruined my own future. ALMOST ruined it. but i will get it back, with both of my hands and my ass duh! good things in singapore never come easy. thus, we should strive hard to earn what we deserve.
i would want 2007 be a better year; me being a better person; achieving with even better results. note : BETTER
with this i wish everyone a smashing 2007. peace
12/30/06
Get A BF!
X Blink-182 - I Miss You
its 2 days away from the new year and iraq tryant, saddam hussein got his sentence at 6am sharp in the morning. i felt sorry for the old man, who was unable to see the new year and his family who kept in vigil. by the way he is executed by hanging.
then my friend nigel snapped,"who is gonna feel sorry for those people he killed?"
okay point taken. what comes around goes around.
2 more days to the new year, and i must say im not really prepared for the new year. seriously, i am not. apparently people around me are really excited, looking forward to the new year; i dont really see myself feeling that. in fact i was wondering what on earth i should be doing and preparing myself for the new year when i actually came out with a list of what i should be doing :
seems pretty simple to accomplish...fuck no! i wished! haha nothing comes easy without the determination and the drive. therefore i will strive to achieve what i really want in 2007. wish me luck and love, friends. (:
12/28/06
Baking with Friends!
sigh, samme you shouldnt fall ill, or else i would have been clubbing with you right now not only with good music, free cover, with a glass of bourbon sipping off my mouth and the newest double O membership card with so so many YUMMY privileges la.*heaves a large sigh*
i didnt sleep yesterday. swear the fact that i feel like shit now. earlier on, my classmates came over my place to bake cookies and cake. its my first time i have so many friends come visiting my house. surely that is something worth remembering. what an over whelming experience!
ps: i have to apologise to you guys cos im feeling really tired and excited at the same time, feeling bad cos i think i didnt do well as a host.
i cant wait for more visitings; they really make me happy.
meanwhile, enjoy holidays friends. (: today was great, thanks for the fun. =3 and i almost forgot! thanks my dearest sister to help me with the cooking and cleaning up. hope you love savouring my food.
i cant wait to write my story.
12/26/06
Merry Fucking Christmas Y'all
alright, its really MERRY CHRISTMAS. so uh, MERRY CHRISTMAS.
i tried sleeping but apparently the TV shows airing were so entertaining i skipped beauty sleep which doesnt really matter. cant wait for the meet up with my girls in the afternoon and also we'll be having a night over at sam's as usual (please let me leave a towel over your place sam).
took a short nap and i knew that my energy is going to be totally drained by our night activities. i mean, picture 3 crazy girls. alcohol,gossips, cute guys and HOTEL, baby! lol i know. GIRLY
had a wonderful time at Essential & Brew located at Holland V. its my second visit and i still like that place. the coziness, all warm and fuzzed makes you feel more like home rather than being in a restaurant. they played cheesy music, i love the dimmed lights and the beautiful lightings decorated hanging loosely on the huge glass window. and this time i actualy enjoyed the food they serve for the very first time. had this sandwich that has a generous serving of medium rare beef patty, sautee shitake mushroom and melted cheese. the combination was perfect and the cheese and mushroom literally melted in my mouth. heavenly! okay enough this is making me hungry again.
though time flies fast, the time i spent with the girls are uncountable, unreasonable, unexplicable, in a good way duh. we went through all the silly things in life, falling for stupid people and saying 'fuck' out of the blues. we did many first times together and that feeling is great. nothing beats doing first times together; that feeling is just amazing. ps: love you girls.
we had bourbon; damned i wished i have a few more glasses. i love burbon! and the packet of cheese curlies i got from 7-11. the game of HOTEL is challenging -- its so business la. haha anyway, sam fell ill all of a sudden. could see it on our way back to her place actually. she looked kinda pale and i was worried. the night ended soon after sam fell dead on the sofa and ave trying to sum up the last game of HOTEL. oh she fell dead on the floor too.
so im all left alone. lol whatever
before im done with this entry, something to reminise the older times -
christmas'05
12/24/06
12/23/06
White Christmas
i cant wait for christmas. where people gather close, warm, fuzzy wuzzy, lovey dovey. i can give up all my days just for christmas, just this day to spend with the ones i really truly appreciate and love.
when i was a kid, i celebrated every single year of christmas with my family; that feeling, i tell you was great. till now its still as great, just that i have lesser people celebrating it with me.
my dad, my sis and me -- in celebration for christmas. no presents, but home made cookies and cooking, of course. it was a small athering, but i make sure that everyone is happy and jolly; its very important for me. extremely important for me.
and every year spent, something is missing. the christmas spirit, the feel for christmas wasnt as strong. its not as happy or joyous as compared with the past. and just a few days ago, while i was ransacking some of my old cassette tapes; ya you've heard me, cassette tapes. and i suddenly stumbled upon this which says "Nat King Cole Greatest Christmas Songs". i clumsily placed the cassette into my hi-fi player, rewinded it and played.
soft, vintage sounded kind of christmas went "I'm dreaming, of a white..Christmas" i went YES, thats it! the answer lies in the music!!! and so, while listening to the carols sung by mr. sexy voice, nat king cole, i started making my christmas cards. i hope all of my friends loved it, stayed up the whole night to complete them.
and now ive completed them and got all my songs lined up, i guess christmas spirit's back, BACK with the capital B. (:
12/21/06
Fucking Pissed
guess what? remember my old blogsite with one of the prettiest names http://eumorphapandorus.blogspot.com? guess what did it turn into?
THIS FUCKED UP PIECE OF SHIT.
12/19/06
Ever
will someone ever hear my cries?
the grief and pain i feel inside
taking my happiness away like wind and sand
leaving me alone to bleed and tear
will they ever hear my voice?
of every single word of truth and lie
they'd only deny
and leave me bleed a river to die
will they hear my song?
where love and trust embrace in arms
people dancing, singing songs
hopes and dreams soon come along
will they ever learn to hear
my cries, my songs, my voice so clear
will they ever learn to bear
the grief, the pain, the denial remain
why cant we live life the way we want it to be?
appreciate the beauty of the good and the ugly?
-yeong copyrights 2006
12/17/06
Yummy!
A Survival Guide For All Men.
apologies lijing! was supposed to invite this cute lady over to my place for cookie baking, but due to the fact im having family day and my dad would want to rest home, we decided to do it another day instead.
MELLBEN SEAFOOD @ AMK!
the queue = long = waiting time = long = GOOD FOOD
crab in hot pippin' butter sauce
chilli crab with mantou* (buns)
famous seafood toufu
it was a pity i did not try the vermicelli with crab in rich white sauce. its their specialty and yet i didnt have the chance to. dang! maybe next time round. haha
they were comparing between Ah Leong's and Mellben's as they are just situated opposite each other. equally popular serving almost similar dishes. had not try Ah Leong's though. anyone wanna join me for Ah Leong's?
*rubs tummy* thanks jason for the dinner! <3
12/16/06
Handcuffed Guy
ive just made a conclusion :
you tell me la, how not to be gek xim*?
anyway, my girlfriend jing sent me this forwarded message that is so hilarious i almost puked my dinner. here is :If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee.
Now that you've smiled at least once, it's your turn to spread these crazy facts and send this to someone you want to bring a smile to, maybe even a chuckle.
seriously, you just fucked up.
12/15/06
Fuged Up Brows
did Jessica Simpson really snip her hair off in this MTV? because if she did, then woah! as a woman, i really have to salute her. because no mad woman would do that in national tv and furthermore the status of a superstar.
i can relate this song so much that i feel it instantly. not in a bimbo way most definitely, but something more close to the heart.
okay putting that aside i went to shape my fugly disorientated brows today and i am so so so so satisfied with the threading services that samantha and i signed up a package. so we will go thread our brows together every 3 weeks. woohoos! i think thats the most girliest thing ive ever done in girly history! ha ha ha
no pictures for today's advanture, neither do i want to do the before and after ones because they just gives me the creeps. spare me! but one thing i must state that:
and that person who did my brows was a pro at her best.
the details of my brow spa :
BROWHAUS Paragon BROWHAUS Wheelock
290 Orchard Road 501 Orchard Road
#05-11 Paragon #03-04 Wheelock Place
Tel: 67376585 Tel: 67320070
12/14/06
Tonight I Wanna Cry
MAC's advertisement on AIDs Prevention
interesting huh.
picture extracted from http://www.pinkisthenewblog.com
finally! its the last day of my school term! though it's just a 15-day holiday, i think i will enjoy pretty much because know why? because once school reopens, i have 3 more months before graduation! something that im looking forward since day1 of school! ha. wish me luck!
anyway to all reading this, have a smashing holiday; Merry Christmas in advanced (sorry this year im going on budget so therefore no presents) and a fucking fucked up 2007-in-advanced. hmm i wonder how fucked up its going to be. lol
sing along this lyrics to the song. its bitter-sweet beautiful.
Tonight I Wanna Cry
(Monty Powell / Keith Urban)
Alone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me
The way that it was and could have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away
Chorus:I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-contro
lBut I'm just drunk enough to let got of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry
Would it help if I turned a sad song on
"All By Myself" would sure hit me hard now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way
(REPEAT CHORUS TWICE)
<3
12/12/06
Label Whores & The Rainbow
if you are wondering why i have not been blogging or going online these few days, well... im studying. ow! whats with that look? i do study alright, its just... RARE, thats all. besides no matter how much i try stuffing in leaks out. so, i dont really get it.
anyway, the test turned out pretty alright i supposed. scoring an A is subjective, and i shant say much about it because it can make me snap right away.
cant believe this. im actually typing this entry now because my eyes are semi-shut and my mind's neither really here nor there. just feeling very drained and restless; i have not been sleeping regularly therefore explains the irritate.
seriously, ive got an EC in school. although i wont reveal who that is (who on earth is ever so stupid to tell this to everyone?!) but you can try guessing (lol like you can..HA HA) i guess its a first sight thing. he caught me by the eye, like a fish on a hook, gives me the chills and looks of those really down to earth. there's this something about him that im attracted to, however i have no idea what it is. too bad he's attached. (apparently not married! *sniggers) hey thats not being a bitch. and bitches dont do that! its just being girly. girl thing, okay?! *flings the feather boa around and prances*
hur.
another thing. i dont have a good impression on label whores. apparently label whores can be very generalised so i will just scan down to this group called the 'i-love-"branded"-schools-cos-the-cool-and-hott-are-there-and-so-i-want-to-be-their-best-friend-too" like, HELLO they are not the only cool and hott people around alright? haha ive tried that before(aeons ago) and seriously its quite a turn off; so hey, get a life aye? -- which i did *smirks
5mins ago, shawn went aw-ing and aw-ing in msn and i wondered what happened. he continued by saying,"i can see a rainbow out from my window and its beautiful." at this point some girls would go, "huh you mean guys appreciate such things?gay." haha meet shawn. he sent me this folder of pictures of the rainbows taken and i must say that I LOVE RAINBOWS! the pictures; BEAUTIFUL! will flash my favourite one here. enjoy and have a blast! (though tuesdays are boring -.-)
somewhere over the rainbow
i wonder what lies within?
12/11/06
12/10/06
Baking is Fun!
oh did i mention i made white sauce seafood pasta too? haha it was my first time doing pasta using white sauce and the results were not too bad. i did bbQ wings too! and results were positive! my dad and sis did not enjoy the white sauce as i would know it myself; too much sour cream was added into the mix making the dish a little too dry and sour. but its alright, over all it aint that bad. on the other hand, the wings -- they simply loved it. it tasted just right; juicy and tender, fragrant too. even i myself was shocked with the results and that means, more chicken wings in future. ;9
12/9/06
If He
If he is infinitely good,
what reason should we have to fear him?
If he is infinitely wise,
why should we have doubts concerning our future?
If he knows all,
why warn him of our needs and fatigue him with our prayers?
If he is everywhere,
why erect temples to him?
-Percy Bysshe
Shelley
12/8/06
We Bloody Hypocrites
"A couple of hundred years ago, Benjamin Franklin shared with the world the secret of his success. “Never leave that till tomorrow”, he said, “Which you could do today.” This is the man who discovered electricity. You’d think more of us would listen to what he had to say. I don’t know why we put things off, but if I had to guess, I’d say it had a lot to do with fear.
Fear of failure. Fear of pain. Fear of rejection. Sometimes the fear is just of making a decision, because what if you’re wrong? What if you make a mistake you can’t undo? Whatever it is we're afraid of, one thing holds true: that by the time the pain of not doing the thing gets worse than the fear of doing it. It can feel like we're carrying around a giant tumor. And you thought I was speaking metaphorically.
The early bird catches the worm; a stitch in time saves nine. He who hesitates is lost. We can't pretend we haven't been told. We've all heard the proverbs, heard the philosophers, heard our grandparents warning us about wasted time, heard the damn poets urging us to ‘seize the day'.
Still sometimes we have to see for ourselves. We have to make our own mistakes. We have to learn our own lessons. We have to sweep today's possibility under tomorrow's rug until we can't anymore, until we finally understand for ourselves like Benjamin Franklin meant. That knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than sleeping. And that even the biggest failure, even the worst most intractable mistake beats the hell out of never trying. "
-Meredith from Grey's Anatomy
earlier on, my sis dropped my hamster from a high height. she fell on her back and apparently her nose bled. is she going to die? will she live? i almost cried as i carefully helped that puny furball wipe her blood off her nose. she struggled as if she is in hell of pain. i prayed.
its funny how we human treat each other sometimes. when X is still around, you treat him/her like they never existed and when you know X is going to die, all of a sudden your whole world revolves around with X.
**this does not only apply to a dying person.
we bloody hypocrites.
12/7/06
Bakers In The Making
my sis and i baked cookies for the very first time!
vibrant aye?
after approximately 20mins, hola! fresh from the oven!
aw, so pretty...edible and not too sweet. healthy.
a closer look at our art piece.
ah ha! not so perfect afterall. actually only a few pieces looked like that.
if you are wondering what did we do to them?
12/6/06
Adriana Lima, Guys
adriana lima, guys.
hmmm.
yeong does an impression of her being out of budget this coming christmas.
Love The Tongue
lets get this clear my dear singaporeans.
there is nothing wrong with singlish. neither is it wrong to be too chinese/malay/tamil or fabulous in english.
i dont see the issue. just because we are born with a mouth and tongue, that doesnt stop us from speaking whatever languages we want to. we are born this way. we can freely speak whatever languages we are equipped with but, learn when to speak what and when not to.
dont expect a frecnch waiter to understand your fluent singlish while making your order. or dont expect a pro-chinese to understand your best tamil when he does not even understand the very first word you spoke.
and therefore we learn english because its universal. dont act english and speak with westernized accent because we are born without the western accents. we develop the accent only if we are born with the genes or my parents and family speak this way; unless you are hugely influenced or trained to have it(ie. anchorman/woman, translator etc.) then ive nothing to comment on that. otherwise, we speak in our very own singaporean accent. *not singlish
**note that there are westerners or people of other races who dont understand/speak english
singlish. okay some commented that singlish should be banned in singapore. but then, come to think of it, its singlish that make singapore singapore. you get what im trying to say? with all the "lah, lor, leh", its definitly fun to a certain extent to speak singlish. surprisingly enough, it comes out pretty smoothly when you speak them. thats a pretty bold statement for me to say but yes its true. lets start loving singlish. not too overly, just dont lose it.
conclusion. love the tongue you are born with, it does not get your butt fried what (stated by nathaniel).
12/5/06
4 Days
a blog entry for approximately four days. hmm.
- LEVI'S On4Life Party @ MoS on 1 Dec (Fri)
- Mom's death anniversary.
- TYH's birthday gathering(at)BumbleBeez, Boat Quay (apparently people went drunk. but glad they enjoyed) on 3 Dec (Sat)
- Flow @ MOS (which i cant go cos i am ill, DAMMIT) on 5th Dec (Tue)
- Samantha asking me to meet her at Attica for the SAJC post prom after my programme at MOS. (didnt attend too, DAMMIT again) on 5th Dec (Tue)
- Milkshake @ Ministry of Sound on Sat 9 Dec (Sat)
- CRM Exams (Unit1-3) on 12th Dec (Tue)
oh stressful stressful.
anyway, can you people believe if i tell you i fell ill again? i guess i have unhealthy genes in me. ):yesterday was a killer. woke up and started sneezing uncontrollably. my nose almost dropped off, i swear! i continued sneezing the whole day and by night, i fell asleep at 7pm, waking up at 2pm today. then i realised im running a fever, a sorethroat and still, a sneezy nose. fuck therefore i had to conclude that im not suitable to attend school (school's over, duh) and NO clubbing tonight (shit) well, guess i'll just have to stay up here to blog and whine about my stupid nose and those drippy mucus.
ugh what a GREAT day.
yeong does an impression on how she would feel in her next time falling ill.
12/3/06
12/1/06
Leslie
dig gigs, underage parties? my friend leslie is selling tickets and its way cheaper than compared from the retail prices. ie. retail: $20(presale) $25(door) leslie: $16 ( $4 bucks for a pack of lousy cigg or a can of beer, okay like,whatever) i know you would be interested, so please do me a favour and EMAIL me for more details or you can click HERE to know more. do it like, NOW. not tomorrow, not later.
*while stocks last.
if you are still deciding thinking whether this is gonna be fun packed or not, ever wondered who's in it?i'll give you a few names. you be judge.
- Concave Scream
- Baybeats 2006 crowd favorites Plain Sunset
- Power 98fm’s 2006“best Singapore band” nominees Saw Loser a.k.a Pug Jelly
- West Grand Boulevard
- popular Japanese Visual rockers Seraph
- Krumpers
- B-boys
- Beat Boxers by the iLLers
- performances by the Breakforce Crew, Huron and Ren.
- Powerjam crowd favorites The Nerves
- Sevenfalls
- Ivy’s Vendetta
- Sound Expulsion
- Airtime
- Stentorian
- Face Off
- Sunset Strip
- Feizoniq
- August Star
- DJ Koflow turntabling together with Ministry’s own Rattle and Tang.
PS: A secret afterparty has been organised as an appropriate epilogue to this massive lineup – details will not be made available until the end of the event.
so, how? turned on yet? dont stop, just do it anyway.