How did they do that?

i whine and complain a lot. and i whine and complain about almost everything around me. the characters in the show, the food i just stuffed in my mouth or even my dad's underwear? i mean, how can i even whine and complain so much when people who are less fortunate can actually smile away, jumping for joy when they went through shit or even be so thankful for the things they got?

i felt really ashamed.

like a dysfunction-ed barbie doll that was mistakenly bought angers me easily, when it has the ability bringing tears of joy to others. like a dying man who once loved his life so much donated his only functional liver to a liver transplant nominee therefore saves a life. like how i dislike eating potato and leek could salvage millions of hungry men and children.

what else can i possibly ask for when there are people who are already contented with what they have? or even smile when shit happens? ive got to admit; i dont have such patience nor can i carry a smile everywhere i go when shit happens. we should be thankful for the things we have in life, and learning to be forgiving is a plus.

life's such a blessing in disguise.