10/31/06

6 Years And Counting



to my friends for 6 years and more,
i love you and i really do. (:

Creep


Creep
Radiohead

When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fucking special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice when I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell I'm doing here?
I don't belong here

She's running out again
She's running out
She runs runs runs

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here

10/29/06

Food & Fashion

a random question : will you feel tired after waking up from a dream of yours when you ran like hell?
cos i did and i was wondering is it only me or does everyone feels the same.

anyway, i have a self confession to make.

i adore nicole richie & lindsay lohan! they're my favourite fashion icons.

glam pussies.
fashionistas.

they're fabulous.



nicole : despite her being anorexic, she still remains hot. her sense for fashion is original and lucreative.

for those who dont know, she actually made me have the hots for fashion. especially vintage and retro fashion. her "fetish" for funky chunky shades made fashion so much fun. the playing of colours, the kind of shoes, the "to-wears" and "wear-nots", she knows it best. and she seldom screws it. and thats what i like about her : being confident and know what she really wants.







lindsay : lindsay? this girl is simply irresistable. usually, people gets freaked out if they see you having too many freckles on your body.


but lindsay showed the world that with freckles, you can look beautiful too. and not only the freckles, her voluptuous body made guys drool...wait. not only guys please, the girls do drool about her too and nevertheless her sense for fashion is another.

i want to be the nicole richie/lindsay lohan now. (:

also, i want to be a chef; i think whipping lovely dishes for people i love is a gift and therefore is a blessing. and i simply enjoy doing it cos that makes me happy. i would like to invite some of my friends over to try my cooking some day. :D whipped a simple dinner earlier on and my daddy and sister loved it. my sis and dad even ranked a 4 out of 5 for my dishes! haha thats what i really want to hear. anyway, am going to post some pictures of my dishes. they arent really good shots neither does it look good in it cos its already 1/2 eaten. if you want to try my culinary skills, date me or even better, propose to me to be your gf or wife. like, ya right.

shall talk less. pictures :









wanna learn culinary from me?

10/28/06

Belated 18s'

okay. im drowning myself a bottle of barcardi breezer and a bar of mars. just came home from samme's birthday outing (happy sweet 18 darling, legal now huh) and it was fun as usual. *and now its in preparation of yihong's turn on hitting 18

speaking of turning 18, there are many belated/birthday wishes i would like to make.

to lini, mingli, gaisheng and kequn a happy birthday and stay happy always!

to my dear samantha, its our 6th year together and i know theres more to come for us. (: let time do the talking, aye? happy birthday darling. :D

to my dear nathaniel, i know its a little too late but thank you for your welcoming hugs. (wanted to post a birthday video but i have no idea how this thing works in blogger.com -.- ) but still i hope im not too late, happy birthday! (:

to all out there, i know its too late but its better to be late than never...

HAVE A HELL OF A BIRTHDAY!!!
AND

BAM!

10/25/06

Boring Wednesday

boring wednesday.



SEE.

10/23/06

Bus Rides

i enjoy bus rides. though sometimes it really sucks to sit beside someone you think is a pervert, a drunkard or a fella who did not sleep decides to take a little nap and tends to lean slightly over towards you.

i think bus rides are amazing. it tells a story every day. different people of different walks of life.

like earlier on, a granny carried a plastic bag filled with stuffs trotted towards me. carefully, she placed her bag down and settled her butt down beside me. she then places her frail -looking hands on the railing. her glasses stood steadily on the bridge of her nose and she looked forward.

something so simple like this taught me something.

no matter how frail looking or weak, look forward.

haha thats quite of something, huh.

and another, this cute guy sitting right in front of me. tanned, toned geared with a simple topman muscle tee and levis jeans styled with a mohawk. gatsby, baby.

his laid back attitude already told me something : MOFO! ha okay, not funny. but cannot tahhan la, too cute already.

i believe seeing girls and boys does not matter neither does it make you a pervert. in fact, its a natural reaction almost everyone have.

okay whatever. what im trying to say, the longer the bus ride, the more i love it! (:

10/22/06

Death Note

i went to vivo. two words for it : hate it.

reason being, its huge and over-crowded. queueing for food is a chore,trying to get from one destination to another is like an errand and trying to locate a store is hell.

okay less say about this. disses me.

caught Death Note with my sis today and it was awesome. not your usual horror film, this story portrays Justice VS. Justice. one who achieved it and one who is trying to achieve it.

a brief introduction of the story itself :

the Death Note dropped in the human world by Ryuk, a Shinigami, found by Light Yagami a.k.a Kira, who resents the crime and corruption in the world. the Death Note's instructions claim that, if a human's name is written within it, that person shall die. Light is initially skeptical of the Death Note's genuinity, believing it is just a prank. however, after experimenting with it and killing two criminals, Light is forced to admit the Death Note is real. he decides to use it to kill all criminals, his ultimate goal being to cleanse the world of evil and to create a utopia.

soon, the number of inexplicable deaths of reported criminals catches the attention of the International Police Organization and a mysterious detective known only as "L". L quickly learns that the serial killer, dubbed by the public as "Kira", is located in Japan. L also concludes that Kira can kill a person just by knowing their face and name. Light realizes that L will be his greatest nemesis, and a race to prove mental superiority between the two begins.

so, who wins and who loses?

GOOD VS. EVIL.

you judge.

10/20/06

Maid Issues

a reply to what alicia has blogged today : do you like maids?

i had around 10 maids or more than that ever since the day i was born. and out of lets say, 10 maids, i loved 3 dearly. its not any act of bias-ness but just judgement on how well the maid knows and do their thing.

maid/servant; one employed to perform domestic or other services. that is their duty, their job scope. but if one fails to fulfil the given duties, then should they be sacked? thats another issue already.

to me, maids are like nannies who takes on extra house chores, an all rounder. a maid does not have to teach you studies..or play the piano, but she can teach you manners or even teach you cultures back home. as long a maid shows diligence, optimism, keeps the house spanking clean, and makes sure she fulfils all duties; if i were an employer, i wont mind giving her a day break.

but if my maid is lazy, uncouth, dirty, bad tempered, there is no point keeping her in my house. i pay for all her expenses all i get from her is this?

despite the fact that she is human and has feelings, but who isnt?

with the recent news of maids chopping one another and maids this..maids that, seriously maid agencies should consider the fact of closing down. or they should be training their maids to be professional so less problems would incur, i think?

prrft

2nd In Class

the bell rang.

and it appeared that my sis has just returned home from school. she smiled cheekily at me and left me wondering what is going on. and then she asked me, " do you want to hear the good news or bad news first?" i shot back, "good news duh!"

"i got 2nd in class! and so are my 2 best friends who got 1st and 3rd positions! the bad news is that i can have a chance to get into NA(normal academic) the next year and i have to give my answer this monday."

firstly, as the sis who went through all the trouble yelling into christel's ears, making her work doubly extra hard, not allowing her to play her favourite online game has paid the price. my sister got 2nd in class and is one of my biggest achievements, i dare to say. secondly, i make sure she works as hard next year; i just dont want her to follow my footsteps. i want her to be a successful woman. like i always told her, "we are the yeong sisters, bear in mind if the whole world looks down on us, we cant look down upon each other, live strong!"

lastly, to christel, you make me proud. i will believe if you believe. love you! (:

Proof Of Ultimate Boredom

this proves that im bored.
like, really bored.


Favourite?
colour : the rainbow
food: anything japanese, oriental, indian or western
songs: too many to mention but currently, konayuki
movie: currently, the four brothers
sport: touch rugby and swimming
day of the week: friday!
season: winter!
ice-cream: gelato please.

Current?
mood: grouchy
taste: what do you mean by that? hmm. i have a taste for geeky boys who are hott yet they dont know they are?
clothes: i wear my own.
desktop: polkadots, like the one displayed in my blog.
time: 11:28am
surroundings: my cold bedroom
annoyance: fucken haze

Your First Time?
best friend: geraldine
crush: darren
movie: sleeping beauty
music: beauty and the beast

Your Last Time?
cigarette: i'll leave this for the day before i die
drinks: water
movie: the 40-year old virgin (wtf, i know) and death note the anime
phone calls: samantha
CD: grey's anatomy season 1

Have you Ever?
dated one of your best friends: yes, which one are you talking about?
been arrested: by the school, yes. by the law, no.
skinny-dipped: i wished. too bad this is singapore ffs.
been on tv: yes and i want to sue.
kissed someone you dont know: yes i did and it was awful i swear cos he cant kiss for shit

4 Things You Did Today?
a. brushed my teeth washed my face combed my hair
b. breakfast
c. played my piano and sung a disney song
d. blog and did a stupid survey (you know which one im talking about)

Sounds You Can Hear Right Now?
green day playing basket case on my itunes

Fucking Haze

i woke up real early and it was raining. but that didnt chased the haze away. ): fucking haze.

anyway, i turned on the television and started watching the news. POLITICS. nothing but politics. what a turn-off for a friday morning. so i decided to change the channel and all i got is this chinese channel which is available. im cool, so i just layed on my sofa and bummed watching the hosts interview their guests of the day - the indians.

it so happened that tomorrow is deepavali, which i was unaware of. so yada yada yada was the whole conversation about deepavali and such, which doesnt really interests me. after that column, it was some movie review shit. and news reported that its gonna be japan film festival this 21st of oct! what a turn-on! you guys should have seen the ads going on and on in the papers and the television about this movie called "Death Note". and seriously, its going to be a great movie because the manga was as good.

oh yes people, im very interested in international films these days. from french to german to japanese to korean blah blah you get my gist. its just really cool to see that though we are born in different families..we dont have the smiliar skin colour or religion, it doesnt really matter. what really matters; we can share something that can be absorbed from the other side and most importantly, we all enjoy.

10/19/06

Mucus & Anatomy


this is awfully bad. with the mucus and the phlegm, those add on to my intimidated behaviour im having due to the haze. my throat is dry and coarse. my nose is like a running tap..or sometimes a tap that is stuck, if you know what i mean. alright, i shall whine less.

are you a couch potato ? there is one tv series drama that i would love to share with everyone; even my 13 year old sis enjoys it.



"Grey's Anatomy focuses on young people struggling to be doctors and doctors struggling to stay human. It's the drama and intensity of medical training mixed with the funny, sexy, painful lives of interns who are about to discover that neither medicine nor relationships nor life can be defined in black and white." - ripped from somewhere

the casts in this drama are awesome. they are inspiring and they did their thing to portray the best out of the individuals. everything seemed real, as if you are right in the operation theatre, as if you were scrubbing in with them. its not surreal, its real.

rating? its a 6 out of 5 stars. with all the wit and humour, the drama and and the awesome acting, how much more can one ask for?

10/18/06

Screw - The - Haze

screw the haze, seriously.

so what if fire is the "best", cheapest, fastest, less tedious or even the most conventional method? bloody cheapskates. just because you dont care the amount of smoke and soot you inhaled DOES NOT mean that we dont care. because of wealth you people are jeopardising the health of MILLIONS. please do some math.

i sympathize my neighbour who has higher PSI compared to ours and yet could still tolerate this irresponsible act of yours. well, here i am really intimidated, blogging with a runny nose, sore throat and really weak body telling you to stop this right now. (well like i could, ha.)

alright, understand this. you are NOT helping yourself neither are you helping others. yes, i do thank you for bringing in staple food and importing food to us. however, if you think this method can make you save money and earn more when the crops are ready for harvesting, you are so wrong. (cos you "kill" as many people as you feed them)

in fact, this means something : its time to change your job.

Trigger Happy

okay, school term has started and that means more work, stress add-on, more burdens,more troubles and the list just goes on. but heck that is not going to bother me anyway cos thats just life and im so gonna live with it.

nothing much changed - just that we are all getting fatter, otherwise its the changes in attitude and ever changing hairdos. but those didnt bothered me either. all i know is that i want to get my GPA, leave this inferno ASAP and get my fat ass into a poly.

whats making me really happy is my newly updated timetable. the average of 1 day per lesson is 2. so that means i just have to attend 4 hours daily in school. and whats making me even happier is that i just have to attend school 3 out of 5 days cos thursdays and fridays are nothing but EBP and CARE, and we are only required to attend FYP/EBP on mondays. tell me how cool is that.

therefore i plan to find myself a job just to idle time away. so friends, if you have any day/night job recommendations that does not requires me to handle plates and more plates ie. waitress, i would love to take the offer. (please dont give me lame shit like, "oh, what about me being your pimp?") would really apprecate that.

and if you find something amiss ie. blogging at 4 in the morning well, i fell flat on my bed once i stepped into my room whenever i return home. i wake up at 2-3 in the morning most of the time ever since monday. so my dear friends, i have to apologise if i ever miss a date or forgot to complete a task with you during 2/3- 2am cos i'll be in slumber.

something random.

10/17/06

My Cousin & His Bride

11October2006 is A Walk To Remember

my sis had just ended her last papers. if she didnt attend that paper, we would have witnessed the whole process..from the car to the house to the room..to the hotel room to many other places. dont get me wrong (thats if you are really not thinking the right way), what i meant was the wedding of my cousin kun and his beloved and really sweet wife, petrina.

ripped from the wedding album. i love this picture a lot.

i shall not tell you how they met and such cos its gonna be really whiny and naggy. anyway im just glad he found a good wife.

what im going to focus on is the wedding dinner they hosted. it was fffffaaabbbulous i tell you. with the cocktail party followed by the traditional wedding banquet which was delayed till 9pm (*rubs her tummy* - was really hungry). it was held in swisshotel with the granduer ambience of their very own ballroom.

picture this : 40 (or was it 50?) tables of guests, an aisle, plentiful of roses, all surround sound system, good food and pretty wedding souveniers. they played flash clips of the couple's love story and used one of the most cheesiest music tracks ever (Eyes On Me by Faye Wong, just in case if you are wondering).

despite the torture of that cheesy music that hurt my ears badly, i almost teared. for a moment i thought : time flies, no shit. and im growing older ever single minute. maybe, the next moment, *jason is going to announce his marriage with *onn! (*my cousin & his thai girlfrind) and that terrifies me a lot. just simply because time DOES fly. and for that moment it went on and on in my mind : my deareset putri yeong...what's next?" (putri is the malay translation of princess)

what's next?
time for some planning to be done.

okay, digression. now back to the banquet. my cousin and my aunt flew all the way from london just to attend this wedding! how sweet! also, whats so cool was that my aunt brought her bestie girlfriend, anges. she's the only black in the whole banquet. see the contrast! x: she's cool and real hott. she does not go, "yo yo whats up ma ladeh!" neither does she wear blingblings. she's english just like my aunt bahia and cousin, sarah (: we had many face2face kisses and cuddly hugs! its so europe! ahhaa

thats aunt Bahia, her girl Anges, me and my cousin, Sarah.


whatever that is, that day was really A Walk to Remember. loved it.

love is like wind, you cant see it but you can feel it.

Blog-O-Days

so, this is it. another "blog" of mine. should i really call this a blog? cos i dont really blog at all.

maybe, there's really nothing much i can really relate or talk about. or anyone would even understand what the hell im trying to say. in fact, at times when you pen down your own thoughts, your reader might not really understand what you are implying therefore they dont even care. BUT THIS is what you really want your entry to be and sometimes, kept within.

and so, im back to my blog-o-days. but this time i'll set my rules, my way of penning down my thoughts and my own set of views. opinions are always welcomed but dont go overboard cos i will snap. and its gonna be real HARD i swear it's true.

its 3 mins to 12:34am. so much for a first entry..ha!

ive deleted all my past entries cos i think they were chunks of bullshit, seriously.

if i lay here, if i just lay here
would you lie with me and just forget the world?