Code Black

Now where's my 4th season of Grey's Anatomy and, and my 5th season of House M.D? Do a ECG, MRI and X-Ray. I'm diagnosed with House-sidal Anatomorphia and I need that dose of meds!...Okay, I'm crashing and losing it! Charge to 300! Increase to another 100! Okay, B.P's back to norm.

-Confessions of a Medical Drama Fanatic

Digression in Progression : Run

Whilst blogging about my Aussie trip, my friend told me something she predicted and all I can do now is to dedicate this song to her. I'll treat you to Ben and Jerry's the time we meet. Meanwhile be happy happy, with your DVDs.





If I Could Turn Back The Hands of Time by R.Kelly

How did I ever let you slip away
Never knowing I'd be singing this song some day
And now I'm sinking, sinking to rise no more
Ever since you closed the door

If I could turn, turn back the hands of time
Then my darlin' you'd still be mine
If I could turn, turn back the hands of time
Then darlin' you, you'd still be mine

Funny, funny how time goes by
And blessings are missed in the wink of an eye
Ohh Why oh why oh why should one have to go on suffering
When every day I pray please come back to me

If I could turn, turn back the hands of time
Then my darlin' you'd, you would be mine
If I could turn, turn back the hands of time
Then my darlin' you'd, still be mine

And you had enough love for the both of us
But I, I, I did you wrong, I admit I did
But now I'm facing the rest of my life alone, whoa

If I could turn, turn back the hands of time
Then my darlin' you'd, you would be mine, whoa
If I could turn, turn back the hands of time
Then my darlin' you'd, still be mine

Ohh I'd never hurt you (If I could turn back)
Never do you wrong (If I could turn back)
And never leave your side (If I could turn back)
turn back, the hands (the hands)

There'd be nothing I wouldn't do for you (If I could turn back)
Forever honest and true to you (If I could turn back)
If you accept me back, in your heart, (If I could turn back the hands)
And I love you

Whoa (If I could turn back)
That would be my will (If I could turn back)
Darlin' I'm begging you to take me by the hands (If I could turn back the hands)

I'm going down, yes I am (If I could turn back)
Down on my bended knee, yeah (If I could turn back)
And I'm gonna be right there until you return to me, whoa (If I could turn back the hands)

If I could just turn back that little clock on the wall (If I could turn back)
Then I'd come to realize how much I love you (If I could turn back)
Love you. Love you. Love you (If I could turn back the hands)

BANG! I'm Dead.

I thought I was dead. Literally, dead.

Shot in the head and the shoulder blade by a kingpin. Attemptiing to protect my sister from the terrorizing people with rifles slung across their shoulders, shooting random innocent people around the neighborhood, not I'm not spared either.

The shootings came in abruptly from nowhere. It was so random, nobody expected something horrible like that would actually happened, let alone the two of us. We were eating when suddenly, out of nowhere came this gunshot sound. The target was a guy seating at the table next to mine, which he immediately collapsed, with blood oozing from his chest.


Everyone started screaming, whereas I panicked because I have no idea where to head for escape. So I grabbed my sister and we headed for the escalators, which was already too late. The terrorists combed the entire building...with people dead or injured. Women and children weren't spared either and fear was constantly building up you could feel my heart pumping in a hard, rhythmic pattern.

We went flat on the ground and started crawling, hoping nobody would notice us when someone with sharp eyesight caught us from a distance, we were called upon.

Ignoring them, we continued crawling when the kingpin was so furious, he took his subordinate's rifle and started shooting aimlessly when it actually shot me on my shoulder blade. It never felt so painful in my entire life but I still ignore them protecting my sister when another gunshot was released.

This time, I wasn't so lucky. I got shot at the head, and my life swiftly. The last thing I've heard was my sister crying...then it's over.

You know they say when one dies, they see light?

I saw THE light. This bright light that beckons me to go over, which I did and the next moment I was seated in a room with a lady who slammed a bowl of pig intestine noodles on the table and demanded me to finish it up.

I can't breathe. I was struggling and never felt so miserable in my life. I knew it's a dream but I can't seem to wake up. I keep on chanting continuously, "It's just a dream, it's just a dream, it's just a dream.." Which I then forced myself up from my sofa.

Was it just really a dream? It was surreal however at the same time a part of me just wants to believe it. It was hell scary and I still have the jitters.

The Longest Day Ever & Coffee Mates

I swear I had the longest Monday ever in my entire life. I woke up the earliest (9.30am) of my so called break just to take my sister and her friend to Pasir Ris for their chalet, which excludes me of course.

I was surprised by when I got into the first bus because the seating arrangements and the entire interior design blew me away. check this out!


Cutesy, no? It was a grueling 1 hour ride to the destination and we still have another bus to board to actually reach the destination. v_v And so, we waited for the bus, which took us forever (15minutes or more) before it arrived. After sending the girls off, I had to rush to town because I certainly knew I'd be late.

I dragged my limbs under that bloody scorching sun and to the bus stop...waiting for yet another feeder service bus (Please spare me the misery!!!) to fetch me back to the bus interchange so I'll have to board ANOTHER bus to fetch me to town. This time, the ride took me 1h 30mins @_@

I was late obviously, and I was feeling bad enough, when I actually realized I had forgotten to bring my money. (Can somebody kill me now) My gracious friend Chris lent me 10bucks and I managed to settle lunch without going on an empty stomach. We laughed and cracked jokes and scary stories in hotel stays and all the Korean madness and somehow managed to stay in Long John's for almost nearly 1-2 odd hours?


It was meant to be a coffee date, so we quickly settled our butts at Starbucks. And guess what, we talked about MEN and other crappy love analogies... which turned out pretty interesting. I love how we share views and opinions over something, like yummy Caramel Mocha :)

We left the place and went separate ways. We'll meet again soon, that's for sure! So Alicia and I went on walking aimlessly around town, talked more personal stuffs and did months of catching up. It was all worth my time.

GSS - Have you done your retail therapy?

Back to the vicious cycle of fetching my sister and her friend, I had to hunt for a bus that takes me to Pasir Ris because to my horror the bus that I took earlier that afternoon wasn't available at the bus stop that I had stopped! Argh~ Anyhows, it was another super grueling ride, nearly 1h 30 mins to my destination. You must have guessed it correctly on how I spent my time in the bus - SLEEPING!

Super crazy, I tell you. I waited for the two kids to reach and we took MY LAST BUS RIDE of the day home. My legs were wobbly, butt was numb and vision blurring. I had a great time, anyway.

Just Because You Have Somebody To Love

it does not mean you can dump your friends aside! i am one of those friends this guy friend of mine chose to dump when he got somebody to love. i shall not name this guy or else he'll become depressed or overly emotional again. let's call him X.

i got to know X from some random online game and we exchanged msn addresses because we found good company as we share similar interests. it started out with some casual chatting as we both enjoyed each other's company; i like his corniness and he likes me being funny. so whenever i'm online we'll chat about random topics just to make each other's day happy.

one day, it got rather odd, when he just started blabbering his feelings about his personal life, telling me how miserable he felt as a 20 year old without a girlfriend, causing me to feel out of place. i encouraged him by telling that there are billions of ladies out there and love isn't easy to come by..blah blah (the same old cliche phrases) he went on and on telling me how desperate he wanted one, and how much he wanted to be hugged and be loved..yada yada yada..okay, point taken.


then X continued preaching at me about this girl he had a crush on. a girl whom he never met before but spoken to on the phone (sounded so me in '01) and how this another girl who's barely 14 had taken an interest on him..yada yada yada. then i explained imho that what he mentioned isn't real love. (i mean if that's what he is seeking for) he told me he understood and thanked me for the encouragement.

days had passed and we were still on the same topic (which totally bores me to death) but being nice, i chatted, encouraged and did whatever i can to avoid such similar topics. X revealed how much he enjoyed talking to me and how great a friend i am, i thanked him earnestly. the next moment he popped a question: "erm, what if i like you?" i was ridiculed, and answered straight forwardly, "nah, like that will happen between the two of us." i shunned him for a while.

few weeks later, he messaged me in msn spreading his joy telling me how he found the love of his life and how loved he was. i extended my best wishes and was pretty well, relieved and glad at the same time. he asked if i were playing the online game that we used to play and i replied him negatively.

being nice, i invited him to a game that i'm currently got hooked on; CabalSEA and he rejected me within the second i asked. with a firm "NO"! he started the entire fucking cycle again. this time, it's not calls for desperation but how busy he will be accompanying his 1st girlfriend and his schoolwork and won't be having any spare time for gaming or any meet-ups with friends. wow, who was the one being there for you when you're in need? wait, should i even consider him a friend? oh, ya maybe i should. because i'm being too nice! ugh! period.

fuck you, X.

When You're Happy and You Know It...

despite all sick and feeling crappy i sung a happy song New Soul by Yael Naim! oh god i love her! she and her husky sexy vocals! i wanted to sing the entire song however i sounded as if i'm having asthma attacks when i go la la la la la la (x21) x 2


hear only at your own risk!

you guys should have known that song came from MacBook Air's advertisement. super awesome!

Who Are You Calling A Whore?

do you feel disgusted when you know your neighbour is a prostitute? or do you feel ashamed someone you know turned to prostitution?

initially, whenever i watch typical movies or tv dramas, my immediate reaction to seeing a prostitute selling her/his body to people who are desperate for sex made me felt ashamed and revolted. you can earn money by other means! but not by prostitution! i believe most of us will agree. however, if you guys are aware, prostitution is one of the fastest money earning route for someone who needs money badly or someone who has nobody to rely on in their lives? note that this is not an encouragement to anyone to turn into prostitution.

take for an example, the maths prodigy Sufiah Yusof from Malaysia who turned into prostitution. yes, she did sold her body for £130 an hour and told the posing punter that she did full sex with a condom and oral sex without protection. but do you really think she likes it that way? why? i believe every thing is possible. i won't be surprised if a prodigy is selling his/her body for a mere 200bucks an hour; isn't that what's prostitution all about?

prostitute in Oxford dictionary means : person who offers sexual intercourse for payment.

Sufiah Yusof: what lies behind my smile?

that's what the maths prodigy did. she offered sex for money to feed herself and to keep herself alive. isn't that what everyone is doing? earning money to keep themselves alive? yes i think it's really wasted for a maths prodigy to turn into prostitution but has anyone thought of her life and what she had been through? do we know her well enough to disgrace her?

in the past, Sufiah's dad Farooq forced her to perform stretching and breathing exercises in freezing rooms to keep her brain attentive. the poor girl studied like hell, then being forced to play tennis with just as much intensity as fanatical Farooq drove her on. the routine was so effective Sufiah was seeded number eight in the country for under 21s. she was successful, and won herself a place in Oxford.

her family is screwed. her family failed to attend her wedding. she got divorced. Farooq had been jailed for three years in a £1.5m mortgage swindle. also, he had been sent to borstal for his role in a conspiracy involving £100,000. now, he was known to have sexually assaulted two 15-year-old girls as he home-tutored them in maths. Sufiah showed no sign of sadness when Farooq was put to jail clearly showed how much her dislike for him.

with such physical and emotional torment, which child is able to breeze through such stress in life? nobody is perfect, unless you're born with brains and bodies of superman or superwoman then fine, i shall stop.

i believe nobody in the world is born to become a prostitute, however are nurtured or forced to become one. how can we call them cheap? or sluts? when all they did was to do their job and earn their money? at least they don't go around killing people for money, isn't it?

note: porn stars and prostitution might be similiar, but a porn star is more to entertainment and showing it to the entire world rather than receiving it as a per client based. prostitutes might not like what they're doing to their bodies, however, most porn stars did it for the screen but who knows they have their own story to tell too.

so stop all the stereotyping of prostitutes when you don't even know their side of their story! everybody wants to be loved and lead a happy and fulfilling life, and i believe prostitutes are human too.

so give them a break and have yourself a kit-kat.

Support Hungry & Abandoned Kids

prior to 3Point8's blog entry, i've decided to write yet another "i might piss you off badly" entry.

let's put it this way, again! a guy who went bankrupt, and homeless, decided to put up a blog and tell people that "i am homeless and help is needed" is clearly understood. he is poor, he doesn't have money, he decides to write his story and he needs help a.k.a money. not bad of an idea afterall! i mean, this guy admitted his mistakes and told an inspiring story, that's something worth to be praised. but what i don't understand is, close to 27 million of population in Malaysia, which is close to 6 times the population of Singapore, why is he the only one who seemed to need help?

ps: have anyone of you caught The Terminal starring Tom Hanks? it's based on a true story.

every needy person needs help! or else they wouldn't be called needy, isn't it? and i understand Mr. Homeless' plight that he doesn't have a roof to stay under, but isn't he trying hard like everyone? i believe he is and i don't mind giving him my moral support.

from 1 to 6, which of the following will you help more?

1. young abandoned children
2. sick young patients with diseases and penniless
3. children who went through child abuse
   
4. residents whose apartment got burnt down by arson
5. people who lost everything overnight after a break-in
6. people who went bankrupt and learning to live the tough way

if it were me, i would have chosen 1, 2 and accordingly. it's the same thing! at the end of the day, help is being given, but in all different ways. who knows the help given is indeed great help for them?

be it in Singapore or Malaysia or anywhere in the world, i would like to urge everyone to do their part and lend their hands to children who are abandoned or sick. they are the ones whom i think need help badly.


guess we're born too lucky to even realise the ones who are in need of help. many of us, instead of thanking for the good lives we lead complain about how ugly it is (that includes me), how shitty is it without knowing that there are people out there who need help more than us and even smiling their lives away. let's give some thought about it.

i would like to dedicate the following song to everyone. i believe Jacko wrote this song for a reason. ;)

We Are The World by Michael Jackson

There comes a time
When we heed a certain call
When the world must come together as one
There are people dying
And it's time to lend a hand to life
The greatest gift of all

We can't go on pretending day by day
That someone, somewhere will soon make a change
We're all a part of God's great big family
And the truth, you know, love is all we need

We are the world
We are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let’s start giving
There’s a choice we're making
We’re saving our own lives
It’s true we’ll make a better day, just you and me

Send them your heart
So they'll know that someone cares
And their lifes will be stronger and free
As God has shown us by turning stones to bread
and so we all must lend a helping hand

We are the world
We are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let’s start giving
There’s a choice we're making
We’re saving our own lives
It’s true we’ll make a better day, just you and me

When you're down and out, there seems no hope at all
But if you just believe there's no way we can fall
Well, well, well, well let us realize oh! that a change can only come
When we stand together as one

We are the world
We are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let’s start giving
There’s a choice we're making
We’re saving our own lives
It’s true we’ll make a better day, just you and me

We are the world
We are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let’s start giving
There's a choice we're making
We're saving our own lives
It’s true we’ll make a better day, just you and me

We are the world
(are the world)
We are the children
(are the children)
We are the ones who’ll make a brighter day so lets start giving
(so let's start giving)
There’s a choice we’re makin’
We’re savin’ our own lives
It’s true we’ll make a brighter day, just you and me

Karma

i think i've offended the Gods. perhaps my mom's teaching me a lesson. it could be a sign from my mom to me, as today's her birthday.

earlier this morning, i left my house for the market as i'm supposed to whip out something good for dinner. i crossed the road, stepped on the curb, missed a bloody step and my entire body threw forward, which caused both feet of mine to twist and sprain. i was lucky there were no cars because the red light triggered the moment i fell. i pushed myself up, in excruciation and disbelief and staggered hurriedly to the pavement.

a diagram drawn for better understanding

sounds like some hollywood action pack drama. seriously whoever did that fall is definitely danger-free because i can tell you the real life situation, the fall is never executed correctly neither is it a 'pretty falling shot'. it's raw! asshole.

i settled at the nearby stairs and i swear 10,000 pairs of eyes were staring at my direction. i ignored the given attention and focused on my injuries.

i realised my left feet gave way because it was the first to be sprained followed by my right. so the swell was really bad and imagine the right foot getting a sprain as well? 2 friggin' swells! i could hardly stand up because my left foot was in immense pain. both of my knees and elbow have abrasion wounds. they had something in common: all of them were bleeding! and i have a date with ave and mr. tan tomorrow!

shit.

many things were running in my head. things like, "what about dinner?" "i don't want to have broken bones!" "what about tomorrow's date?!" "how am i gonna find a job like this?!" blah blah..
then snap! when an elderly man kindly took his bottle of medicated oil and asked me to apply it over my injured area. 2 homemakers came to me and asked me if i'm okay. then came a few more.

sorry for digressing but i need to point something out. when you had a bad fall, and someone witnessed the entire incident, came up to you and asked if "you're okay?" or "does it hurt?", i'm glad someone asked me but don't you think "are you okay" or even better "does it hurt" looks like some stupid question when "i'm not okay" and "OUCH!" is written all over your face?!

so anyway, this lady came out from her SUV and offered to drive me back home. i agreed the kind offer and managed to reach home safely. i realised this fall made me realised something: There are kind people out there and I'm not alone.

and now i'm in this ordeal typing this entry out v_v urgh. THANKS

Bad/Good News

do you like hearing good news first or the bad ones? i always thought it's less hurtful to learn the bad news before announcing the good ones. it's always comforting to the ears to learn about the good news after the bad, isn't it?

There are two kinds of failures: those who thought and never did, and those who did and never thought.

some guy called Laurance J. Peter

he's damn right about it. as you can see my JPAE application is once again, unsuccessful. last night, i dreamt about my application was a success and i jumped for joy! however there's this saying that the more you tend to dream, the more it's never coming true. bloody hell, it seemed that nothing appears to be anything like my dream! ha just when reality smacks right at your face, God decides to play Russian Roulette with me. it's so obvious that i'll lose because i suck at gambling.

i have decided to give up the idea on trying another time for JPAE and head to a new direction. maybe God's trying to tell me something. i'm going to risk and take this as a new challenge. v_v

okay nuff whining about my misery, let's shift the attention to my best friend Aveline who managed to score considerably awesome grades for her A Levels!!! 1A, 3Bs and a B3! isn't that just comforting to hear such news after you just went through hell and wished how it could be you instead?! ekfprktmg#%^&*

still, i wanna take the opportunity to congratulate my dear Aveline for achieving her goals and it's just such relieve to hear great news after receiving bad news..*sits at a corner and covers up* shall meet up soon for celebration!!! your treat this time! :)

and oh, PLANS FOR AUSTRALIA?!

50/50

our overjoyed prime minister, Mr. Lee Hsien Loong

i just wanna blab about how happy i am when it was announced that Singapore won the bid for the first Youth Olympics 2010. pretty cool, isn't it? well kudos for Moscow too because i believe they did as much as we can too! :)

EDC apologises

as for the ney part: EDC Edison Chen returned Hong Kong from Canada and faced the media ever since the scandal saga. he apologised to Hong Kong and the affected victims and announced that he will be leaving the entertainment business for an indefinite period of time.

extracted from ChannelNewsAsia.com:

"I stand before you to account for myself. I've never escaped responsibility before. I admit the pictures were taken by me. They were private pictures and never intended to be shown to the public. They were stolen from me illegally, and distributed without my consent. I would like to apologise to those affected by what has happened. Apologise to all the ladies and their families,"

"I've decided to step away from Hong Kong show business, and do some soul searching, and will do charity and community work in the next few months. My priority is to stop the suffering and pain. We don't want this situation to get out of control. In this regard, I've instructed my lawyers to protect all the innocent victims in this case," he said.

"I've failed you all as a role model. To all (the) young people out there, let this be a lesson to you. I hope you can forgive me, give me another chance."

- Edison Chen

it's a pity that he will be stepping out of showbiz but at least we all know that EDC isn't a coward who hides and ducks from reality. he actually stepped out and admitted his wrongdoings and well, decides to start over a new leaf. (i dont mean to be a bitch, but i always think that the saying "A leopard never changes its spots" is true sometimes)

but its just a saying! who knows what happens next?

oh, by the way...

i never thought that Edison Chen is wrong. he is just unlucky that he went to the wrong store to fix his damned laptop. like what aveline told me: nothing wrong for someone to have their own bedroom kinkiness. so true! i just want to pinpoint something that everyone should think twice about.

you see, the whole issue about sex:

it takes two to tango. two hands to clap.

EDC

a picture paints a thousand words, let alone a video.


poor Edison Chen got caught up in such difficult situation; i swear he can be as famous as a troubled Paris Hilton, but a poor one. as you guys should have heard about the recent sex scandal(s) Mr. Ed and many other female celebrities are going through, why not let me give you a suggestion: let it go.

obviously, the paparazzi and the whole entertainment field isn't going because thats how they keep money rolling in. these businesses never include "empathy" in their dictionary. and who knows how long this torture will go on? they like blood and tears, y'all know.

i told aveline that Edison was *suay, whose laptop broke down and obviously he mistakenly got it repaired at the wrong shop. ha and all of his super wild love life and kinky conquers of female celebrities (i don't have to mention them, you know them too) are being stolen and uploaded it to the great world wide web (please slap yourself 3 times if you don't know what that is)

i'm not stopping anyone from having their sex lives. because sex is part of life! but wanting to take sex scenes and videos off your lousy video camera phone or your high definition video cameras or laptops might be the biggest mistake in your life.

you don't have to be Paris Hilton or Edison Chen to be famous. even an ordinary polytechnic student Tammy got her famous for her infamous sex video which was reportedly stolen and unfortunately uploaded to the internet. she even got her own Tammy merchandise, which isn't funny at all.

the dangerous black box

it's called the black box (as told by many of my computer genius friends), something not very nice to mess with. it stores any destroyed or deleted files you executed. that's why any data you try to delete or destroy will still be found when experts retrieve it. no matter how damaged or cranky your devices are, scientists or experts are still able to get the data whenever they want. so think twice when you wanna do something stupid on the computer or on your phone.

digression and back to Ed, he had a press release.


boy, that video doesn't seem to do much justice in this. at least he tried! of course, folks like him decided to poke fun of his misery sarcastically?


ha ha ha, not funny!

well, let's all say we have our bad days. everyone has their bad days. and Ed is not an exception. guess with so many lives being destroyed temporarily, i guess it's time for Ed and all to think about the mistakes we've made past years.

*suay - unlucky in Hokkien dialect

Teardrops On My Guitar

Teardrops On My Guitar
by Taylor Swift

Drew looks at me I fake a smile so he won't see. What I want and I'm needing everything that we should be. I bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about and she's got everything that I have to live without. Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny. And I can't even see, anyone when he's with me. He's says he's so in love. He's finally got it right. I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night.

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar, the only thing that keeps me wishing on my wishing star. He's the song in the car I keep singing don't know why I do.

Drew walks by me. Can he tell that I can't breathe? And there he goes, so perfectly, the kind of flawless I wish I could be. She better hold him tight. Give him all her love. Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar, the only thing that keeps me wishing on my wishing star. He's the song in the car I keep singing don't know why I do.

So I drive home alone. As I turn out the light, I'll put his picture down and maybe get some sleep tonight.

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar. The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart. He's the song in the car I keep singing don't know why I do. He's the time taking up but there's never enough. And he's all that I need to fall into.

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

im feeling so lovestoned *lovestoned by Justin Timberlake starts playing by the back* these days. try picturing me playing or repeating those emotional (happy or sad) lovey dovey songs on my itunes. crazy kinda feeling.

something's troubling me. *shrugs* but i dont know what it is

hence i think i have to double the dose.

Twitchy Guts

it started off with a twitch in my guts. then it completed with more squeezing and kneading. it paused and then continued in that cycle for the whole day. and thats my tummy for the day.

my tummy hurt so bad my head starts to hurt too. the suck-iest part were the unprofessional bus rides whereby the buses i sat in jerk to and fro, up and down like a lively carousel in the fair. and i swear i almost hurled what i ate and i would really pity if that hot babe had my barf all over her. imagine, Ralph Lauren's Ralph with my throw-outs? lovely.

well my day wasn't so well and so was my dad's. shit what is wrong with me today? ugh wish me for a speedy recovery. i will be just fine. *grits her teeth*

and therefore, i will survive.

Cocky Mofo

whats with all the cockiness man?

Trigger Happy

okay, school term has started and that means more work, stress add-on, more burdens,more troubles and the list just goes on. but heck that is not going to bother me anyway cos thats just life and im so gonna live with it.

nothing much changed - just that we are all getting fatter, otherwise its the changes in attitude and ever changing hairdos. but those didnt bothered me either. all i know is that i want to get my GPA, leave this inferno ASAP and get my fat ass into a poly.

whats making me really happy is my newly updated timetable. the average of 1 day per lesson is 2. so that means i just have to attend 4 hours daily in school. and whats making me even happier is that i just have to attend school 3 out of 5 days cos thursdays and fridays are nothing but EBP and CARE, and we are only required to attend FYP/EBP on mondays. tell me how cool is that.

therefore i plan to find myself a job just to idle time away. so friends, if you have any day/night job recommendations that does not requires me to handle plates and more plates ie. waitress, i would love to take the offer. (please dont give me lame shit like, "oh, what about me being your pimp?") would really apprecate that.

and if you find something amiss ie. blogging at 4 in the morning well, i fell flat on my bed once i stepped into my room whenever i return home. i wake up at 2-3 in the morning most of the time ever since monday. so my dear friends, i have to apologise if i ever miss a date or forgot to complete a task with you during 2/3- 2am cos i'll be in slumber.

something random.